pop for cny?

was session at nikki house las fri after phuture... well, its been 3-4 months more i didnt pop, coz phobia of the after feeling, it's so disgusting n u wil get sleepless, moody, no appetite.... but somehow i stil took it las fri, haha, pop for cny celebration?... no comment.... juz suddenly feel like taking it... well de pill is quite nice, n i was quite gone... after party went swimming n jaguzee wit frens.. results, i catch cold n oso bcoz of de after kick, i feel so unwell, keep sweating, feel cold, stomach unwell, n at tat moment, i reli feel regret n guitly.... haiz... one week more wil start school, hopefully wil get bac to normal life soon.... party less, sleep early n wake up early....