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the fake me, i'm trying to b simple but i'm complicated, i'm trying to b happy but i'm emo all the time, i'm trying to sleep more but i always sleepless, i'm trying to diet but i love to eat, i'm trying to nt to cry but my tears drop, i'm trying to b free but i'm always bz, i'm trying to change but i'm juz too stubborn, i'm trying to love but i'm always fail, i'm trying to let u to know me more, but i dun even know myself, i'm trying to b true but i'm just FAKE!!!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

how to summarize my current life by using a math equation?? n the result shows tat i'm practically WORTHLESS!!!

Me = m + (g-b) +mq + b + f + c

which equals the value of my life, indicating the higher it is, the closer I'll reach NIRVANA and hav extreme satisfaction of life; where the following variables r described:

[m] is the amount of money I'm having now.. well, i'm stil a student n i'm not earning any money, the main source of my income is the little pocket money from my parents, which i stil need to subtract it wit my rental fees, my meals, my wardrobe, so actually the amount of money i'm having nw is fluctuating around the zero figure..so can b approximately ~0

[g] r the good traits I have..i think i hav a lot.. yeah!!!

[b] r the bad traits which i hav a lot as well, so my [g] n [b] are equally as much..+_+'' so they offset each other.. so it's zero as well ~0

[m] is the amount of men I hav nw.... well, i wish i could at least hav one, but too bad, i'm having very bad market nowadays due to my weight crisis!! =_=''

[q] is the quality factor which mean the quality of the men i hav nw... n since I have none nw, so v dun hav to bother wit [q], it's zero anyway.. ~0

[b] stands 4 buddies...after subtracting enemies, backstabbers, jerks, idiot, people who call me bitch... i found tat the num of my enemies r more than the num of my buddies, so it's going to be a big negative ~-X

[f] stands 4 family..and fortunately I'm stil hav a dad, a mum and siblings. so it's gonna b a positive 4 my [f],.. but [f] positive oso offset [b] negative..so it's stil zero for nw..*sigh* ~0

[c] is my career, since i'm a lazy student, obviously my future career is uncertainty, so again it's a big zero ~0

So as u can see, the intrinsic value of my life is ZERO ~0 now, which means i am practically WORTHLESS.. +_+''

a long long way for me to reach NIRVANA!!!
 photo provided by mr xeng, thx!!!

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