i'm happy to9

well, its 6am now, i juz came bac from sonic... thought to9 wil b a boring night, coz club is juz a meaningless activity, but dunno y, i felt happy to9, not sure whether is bcoz of i took 5 o bcoz of i met his frens.... to b honest, i felt left out after broke up wit him, coz within the period tat i couple wit him, i juz hang out wit his frens oni, n they r juz so nice, so after broke up wit him, even though i mixing around wit new frens n long lost frens, i feel like weird, strange, should i use de word "weird", anyway, wat m i trying to say is, i'm glad tat to9 i talked wit his frens, took pic wit his frens, party wit his frens, i felt tat i bac to the gang, yeah yeah yeah....

n, yah, i did ask nick hows is him recently, is he doing gd, well, nick told me he is happy wit his current life. b4 tat, i thought i will feel sad if i knowing he live happily without me, but, now i kno i'm not, i feel release, is glad tat knowing he live happily after we broke up, so is the right choice for us to broke up n live our own life. add on, i did ask nick bout where will they celebrate their new year, he said they gonna celebrate at his house, well, i reli feel like joining them, but, i not sure whether will he dun feel like seeing me, hopefully he wont, coz i reli feel like hanging out wit them.... i guess i will contact wit him soon, try to b nice to him, hopefully he wont treat me as rude as las time, haha, coz i'm reli sincere to b fren bac wit him....