the fake chick-akane-me

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the fake me, i'm trying to b simple but i'm complicated, i'm trying to b happy but i'm emo all the time, i'm trying to sleep more but i always sleepless, i'm trying to diet but i love to eat, i'm trying to nt to cry but my tears drop, i'm trying to b free but i'm always bz, i'm trying to change but i'm juz too stubborn, i'm trying to love but i'm always fail, i'm trying to let u to know me more, but i dun even know myself, i'm trying to b true but i'm just FAKE!!!

Monday, December 28, 2009

gold class vs normal class

watched avatar yesterday night, it was a nice show, n guess wat, i watched in gold class... its been around a year i nvr watch movie in gold class... everything changed, even they r nt using blanket anymore, they provide comforter, yeah, its comforter n pillow, n wit a very comfy adjustable sofa... to b honest tis was juz my 3rd time of watching movie in gold class... for me it is juz too expensive n it is reli worthless, ya, for me it is! for other ppl i'm nt sure whether the comfy atmosphere will enhance the show onot but for me i think it's juz de same. n they sell de ice lemon tea in rm8.90, wow, i can buy three for the normal class... haha, m i being too calculative? yes, i m... haha.... as conclusion, i wil stil prefer normal class...

n i was looking for this song long time ago, asked my fren but they dunno the song name... finally i got the song name from my fren juz now, here's the link of the song, enjoy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SCdpdK8lbUQ

here wit the lyric, i thought post lyric in blog is a meaningless thing, anyway, i reli love the song too much, n the lyric oso meaningful..

Remember when I caught your eye
you gave me rainbows and butterflies
we did enjoy our happiness?
when our love was over
I was such a mess
I smiled at you and you smiled back
that's when I knew there's no turning back
you said you loved me and I did too
now though it's over
I still love you
you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said
you break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start
I tried to fight it
I tried so hard
and every day
I pray to god
that you and me were meant to be
but you had another
you had a lover
And now is gone
I don't know why
I feel like crying
just want to die
I can't look at you
and you know why
no, I tried so hard
to catch your eye
you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said
you break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start
you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said
you break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start

Sunday, December 27, 2009

i'm happy to9

well, its 6am now, i juz came bac from sonic... thought to9 wil b a boring night, coz club is juz a meaningless activity, but dunno y, i felt happy to9, not sure whether is bcoz of i took 5 o bcoz of i met his frens.... to b honest, i felt left out after broke up wit him, coz within the period tat i couple wit him, i juz hang out wit his frens oni, n they r juz so nice, so after broke up wit him, even though i mixing around wit new frens n long lost frens, i feel like weird, strange, should i use de word "weird", anyway, wat m i trying to say is, i'm glad tat to9 i talked wit his frens, took pic wit his frens, party wit his frens, i felt tat i bac to the gang, yeah yeah yeah....

n, yah, i did ask nick hows is him recently, is he doing gd, well, nick told me he is happy wit his current life. b4 tat, i thought i will feel sad if i knowing he live happily without me, but, now i kno i'm not, i feel release, is glad tat knowing he live happily after we broke up, so is the right choice for us to broke up n live our own life. add on, i did ask nick bout where will they celebrate their new year, he said they gonna celebrate at his house, well, i reli feel like joining them, but, i not sure whether will he dun feel like seeing me, hopefully he wont, coz i reli feel like hanging out wit them.... i guess i will contact wit him soon, try to b nice to him, hopefully he wont treat me as rude as las time, haha, coz i'm reli sincere to b fren bac wit him....

Saturday, December 26, 2009

happy merry christmas

well, tats ntg special bout my christmas.... i went dinner wit billy at the curve after tat went to nicole house for bbq.... its juz jammed everywhere especially around the curve there... n i was playing mahjong at nicole house n we exchange christmas present... i won rm 45 n i spent it by belanja them mcd.... wat i did tat day is juz so normal, mayb tats wat i wan too... curious y i nt going down to kl? well, i been party nonstop for 3 weeks, it juz so boring n i reli feel its meaningless. n obviously i kno wat i wan, so i quit. seeking for some1 tat understand me n doing smtg tat meaningful.... the some1 can b either gal o guy, juz as long as we can share n hav fun together... well i glad to kno my new fren, nicole, she is juz so nice to me....


here wit the cutie puppy pic in nicole house















how bout new year? should i go party o juz stay home o mayb celebrate in nicole house again? well i hav another choice which i can choose to go down to spore to join my fren for the bla bla 8tv verocity concert, to b honest i hav no idea at all bout wat is tat... haha, so i nt reli interested on it oso, but i feel like escape from kl, hunger for a trip, so should i go? o stay?

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

my 2nd sem result

yeah, i juz checked my result, i gt 2 A n 1 B.... hm... i'm nt satisfy wit de B for my studio design subject, i put lot effort... however, we always nid to kno tat, no matter how hardworking u r, how hard u try, tank of efforts u put, stil doesnt mean u wil get bac the equal return... in fact i'm nt creative enough for my studio design... however, i'll work harder for upcoming sem... nvr surrender!!!

my god brother

hm hm hm, wondering how lucky m i for having him as my god brother, my god brother treat me nicer than any others.... concern of me, take k of me, even my family oso like him... haha... thx kor, appreciate wat u did to me....

Saturday, December 12, 2009

my holiday

things change out of ur control, no matter how hard u plan for it, it wont go as wat u want it. tats wat happened to me, i was very bz for my study las semester, stress, two to three days slept once, thought i can hav a nice n happy holiday, thought i can celebrate wit him, thought i can movie, drama, trip , do all these things together wit him, i plan everything, but end up, its all mess... i fully utilised my holiday, shop, drink, sing, play, but i feel so empty... yeah, i'm.... i dunno wat i want... but i kno i nid to let go... n i try...

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