gold class vs normal class

watched avatar yesterday night, it was a nice show, n guess wat, i watched in gold class... its been around a year i nvr watch movie in gold class... everything changed, even they r nt using blanket anymore, they provide comforter, yeah, its comforter n pillow, n wit a very comfy adjustable sofa... to b honest tis was juz my 3rd time of watching movie in gold class... for me it is juz too expensive n it is reli worthless, ya, for me it is! for other ppl i'm nt sure whether the comfy atmosphere will enhance the show onot but for me i think it's juz de same. n they sell de ice lemon tea in rm8.90, wow, i can buy three for the normal class... haha, m i being too calculative? yes, i m... haha.... as conclusion, i wil stil prefer normal class...

n i was looking for this song long time ago, asked my fren but they dunno the song name... finally i got the song name from my fren juz now, here's the link of the song, enjoy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SCdpdK8lbUQ

here wit the lyric, i thought post lyric in blog is a meaningless thing, anyway, i reli love the song too much, n the lyric oso meaningful..

Remember when I caught your eye

you gave me rainbows and butterflies

we did enjoy our happiness?

when our love was over

I was such a mess

I smiled at you and you smiled back

that's when I knew there's no turning back

you said you loved me and I did too

now though it's over

I still love you

you're in my mind

you're in my heart

I wish I knew right from the start

all my friends said

you break my heart

A heartbreaker right from the start

I tried to fight it

I tried so hard

and every day

I pray to god

that you and me were meant to be

but you had another

you had a lover

And now is gone

I don't know why

I feel like crying

just want to die

I can't look at you

and you know why

no, I tried so hard

to catch your eye

you're in my mind

you're in my heart

I wish I knew right from the start

all my friends said

you break my heart

A heartbreaker right from the start

you're in my mind

you're in my heart

I wish I knew right from the start

all my friends said

you break my heart

A heartbreaker right from the start

i'm happy to9

well, its 6am now, i juz came bac from sonic... thought to9 wil b a boring night, coz club is juz a meaningless activity, but dunno y, i felt happy to9, not sure whether is bcoz of i took 5 o bcoz of i met his frens.... to b honest, i felt left out after broke up wit him, coz within the period tat i couple wit him, i juz hang out wit his frens oni, n they r juz so nice, so after broke up wit him, even though i mixing around wit new frens n long lost frens, i feel like weird, strange, should i use de word "weird", anyway, wat m i trying to say is, i'm glad tat to9 i talked wit his frens, took pic wit his frens, party wit his frens, i felt tat i bac to the gang, yeah yeah yeah....

n, yah, i did ask nick hows is him recently, is he doing gd, well, nick told me he is happy wit his current life. b4 tat, i thought i will feel sad if i knowing he live happily without me, but, now i kno i'm not, i feel release, is glad tat knowing he live happily after we broke up, so is the right choice for us to broke up n live our own life. add on, i did ask nick bout where will they celebrate their new year, he said they gonna celebrate at his house, well, i reli feel like joining them, but, i not sure whether will he dun feel like seeing me, hopefully he wont, coz i reli feel like hanging out wit them.... i guess i will contact wit him soon, try to b nice to him, hopefully he wont treat me as rude as las time, haha, coz i'm reli sincere to b fren bac wit him....

happy merry christmas

well, tats ntg special bout my christmas.... i went dinner wit billy at the curve after tat went to nicole house for bbq.... its juz jammed everywhere especially around the curve there... n i was playing mahjong at nicole house n we exchange christmas present... i won rm 45 n i spent it by belanja them mcd.... wat i did tat day is juz so normal, mayb tats wat i wan too... curious y i nt going down to kl? well, i been party nonstop for 3 weeks, it juz so boring n i reli feel its meaningless. n obviously i kno wat i wan, so i quit. seeking for some1 tat understand me n doing smtg tat meaningful.... the some1 can b either gal o guy, juz as long as we can share n hav fun together... well i glad to kno my new fren, nicole, she is juz so nice to me....


here wit the cutie puppy pic in nicole house

how bout new year? should i go party o juz stay home o mayb celebrate in nicole house again? well i hav another choice which i can choose to go down to spore to join my fren for the bla bla 8tv verocity concert, to b honest i hav no idea at all bout wat is tat... haha, so i nt reli interested on it oso, but i feel like escape from kl, hunger for a trip, so should i go? o stay?

my 2nd sem result

yeah, i juz checked my result, i gt 2 A n 1 B.... hm... i'm nt satisfy wit de B for my studio design subject, i put lot effort... however, we always nid to kno tat, no matter how hardworking u r, how hard u try, tank of efforts u put, stil doesnt mean u wil get bac the equal return... in fact i'm nt creative enough for my studio design... however, i'll work harder for upcoming sem... nvr surrender!!!

my god brother

hm hm hm, wondering how lucky m i for having him as my god brother, my god brother treat me nicer than any others.... concern of me, take k of me, even my family oso like him... haha... thx kor, appreciate wat u did to me....

my holiday

things change out of ur control, no matter how hard u plan for it, it wont go as wat u want it. tats wat happened to me, i was very bz for my study las semester, stress, two to three days slept once, thought i can hav a nice n happy holiday, thought i can celebrate wit him, thought i can movie, drama, trip , do all these things together wit him, i plan everything, but end up, its all mess... i fully utilised my holiday, shop, drink, sing, play, but i feel so empty... yeah, i'm.... i dunno wat i want... but i kno i nid to let go... n i try...

it's just so so shameful

shit shit shit!!! i'm so so regret bout wat i did juz now... damn it. i thought no 1 wil kno bout it, i thought, i thought, n in fact, i shouldnt do it even though no one wil kno bout it... i'm so regret.. its shameful... fuck, it mess my day... shit... but i'm lucky, reli lucky, thx god, thx for every1 who giv me 1 more chance, 4giv, i learn from it, reli, i will nvr do it again... shit...

ntg much beside assignments again

yawn.. finally, my auntie chaoz... such a torture week for me, assignments, design, drawings, model, paper.... juz submitted yesterday, n now i nid to start to preparing for my port folio n exam!!! tiring.... start to struggling for my course... stress n depress bcoz of it... thought it's easy but actually it isnt. i'm juz too naive, thought i can handle everything well... haha.... but actually i mess everything... n tiger remain tiger, ntg change...

auntie visiting 7~14 nov....

wow... get wat i mean? auntie visit? thought of my relative come n visit me? nolah, wat i'm mention here is my monthly period... hm, stomach start to feel unwell n feel tired all day long,... it muz bcoz of nt enough of rest + period.... i didnt sleep for more than 40 hours, was rushing for my paper n i just done it 5 minutes ago.... going to sleep soon, but i can predict tat my stomach wil complaint wit me later.. but too bad, i had finish my panadol menstrual dy... is 7-11 doing the delivery services? can them delivery the panadol to me? sial~~~~ sui~~~~~~

dying

deng deng deng deng deng, skim banned by lecturer again!!!! nex wed gonna b my internal review dy, shit shit shit shit shit, hav so many things to do but hav so little time... another two papers nid to submit by nex week too... i'm dying....

time

when two love sick ppl meet each other, wat will happen? wil they fall in love to each other? o they might juz use each other as a replacement? replacement as some1 which use to k of u, dinner wit u, sms wit u, on phone wit u, movie wit u, party wit u, occupy ur time wit u? will there b any love spark between them? the possibility? hm hm hm... i guess it's hard, how to forget someone u love deeply by replace he/she wit someone u dun love at all? but i believe time can cure everything... everthing oso take time to recover, sooner o later, u wil recover n stand up n love again.... giv urself some time~~~~

n i reli nid lot of time, to do my assignment, omg, hav hell lot of assignment, n all r so hard to do, my design keep reject by lecturer, paper hav ntg to write about, n most ipt is, i'm damn fxxking lazy + no mood to do it!!! everyday is like, wake up, class, dinner, sleep... putting all my assignments aside... simple but bored... n oso meaningless... can predict tat i'm going to die when my final coming, haha....

end of my summer

28/01/2009-26/10/2009

hm, u wil nvr appreciate til u lose it... tats wat i feel now.... when i look at my board, my assignment, my books, my mineral water bottle, everything, then i rmb u r the one who always fetch me here n there, helped me to do my assignment, cutting the hard board, accompany me to do my assignment in cc, cook for me, everything... but i nvr get satisfy for wat u had done for me... i always blamed u r nt romantic enough, u nt concern me enough, u not allow me to hang out wit my frens, u dun appreciate wat i gav to u, u dun buy me present, u treat me rudely... perhaps i get use to treat u as my driver, i'm taking u 4 granted. frens always said u r taking me for granted, but, i guess so do i. cant rmb wats the reason we fight for the 1st time, but after tat we juz keep on quarrel again again n again... n we hurt each other everytime we fight... getting tired n tired... n finally, we gave up. i'm suck... damn suck... missing u day n night, miss ur voice, miss ur smile, miss ur face, miss ur stupid dancing style, miss ur silly face expression, miss ur hug, miss ur lip, miss ur bed, miss ur golio alio, everything, but i cant tell u, embarrassing to tell u too... i guess u will live happier without me... all the best to my babe PIG... allow me to say the last time "i love u"...

thx for all the memories

mirror...

tiger is tiger, will nvr change to a cat, y i stil dun understand? u r rude u r selfish u r bad u r just everything tat i'm nt deserve... n i guess, the besy way to let u kno how ugly u r is, i get to b a mirror of u, do wat as u did to me... b rude b selfish b bad, worse than u n protect myself n love myself....

goes smooth

well, juz paid my tuition fees, rm8624 by cash, which means there r 172 pieces of rm50, 2 pieces of rm10 n 4 pieces of rm1.... goshxxx... heart pain.... n for my laptop, hopefully sooner o later i will get bac my money n oso my salary.... hm... fight wit HIM yesterday night, finally, i spoke out all my feeling, hopefully he wil get it, understand me more.... wat to buy as his present, hav no money, handmade present? wat handmade present? hav no idea. i dun think he wil like handmade present lo... sure he prefer smtg branded... argh....

u r suck!!!

cant u juz b more responsible, b a man n do wat a man do n b responsible at wat u did? fxxk, u reli piss me off, cant u juz concern me more knowing me more understand me more listen to me more share wit me more? cant u see tat i'm fucking frustrated fucking mad n fucking piss off? damn u idiot, go eat shit, eat urself!!!

welcome, say HI to my 1st blog

well, hav too much to express here, days go n life too bz, makes me feel breathless. i nid a break, help... welcome to akane world, i guess for the future there must b hav lots of things to share at here. cheer akane....