....

babe, i miss u so much yesterday night, end up i'm sleepless

to9, i'm stil missing u, at tis moment, not sure to9 m i going to sleepless again

but one thing i can b sure is, i'll be stil missing u, for tmr, n de day after tmr.....

my current life

well, juz gt my result for my sketches tis afternoon, i gt B+, hm, the result dint suprise me, bt actually i nvr expect i can get A. went bac sg buloh these few days, i'm juz so free recently, ntg much to do bside measure drawings. but i hav no mood to go out, its weird, juz feel like staying at home (sg buloh) n mayb hav some yam cha session wit close frens...

went shopping las week, spent a lot for my wardrobe n cosmetic, as wat ppl say, "spending money like spending water"... haha... i kno i shouldnt, but i cant reli control myself, coz nice outfit n nice make up r juz so ipt for me, it makes me feel confident....

stil cant make decision whether wanna go kk onot.... i miss the seafood, i miss the beach, i miss everything tat i couldnt find in kl... i think i should go, a runaway trip.... i nid to make decision asap, coz de flight ticket price raise from day to day, n oso nid to start to do my port folio so tat i no nid to rush for it nex week...

abnormal man

omg, i wondering all the guys out there r juz as abnormal as tis fellow? early morning 6.23am stil dun wanna sleep n talked nonsense... (n the problem is i stil layan him?) i dint put my email on my facebook but dare to said i did? well, mr liar, perhaps u should learn how to lie from me b4 u start to lie at me!!! check tis conversation out then u wil get wat i mean....

2012 never end says:
hi

2012 never end just sent you a nudge.

2012 never end just sent you a nudge.

2012 never end just sent you a nudge.

2012 never end just sent you a nudge. (keep on nudging me till i cant stand it)

2012 never end says:
here leng lui

akane says:
who is tis n how u get my email?

2012 never end says:
found from fb
calvinm here

akane says:
m i putting my email in my fb?

2012 never end says:
oo lol
ya

akane says:
may i kno wats ur fb nick?

2012 never end says:
u mind
blackdevil yap (haha, then i'm redangel lim lo)
morning why never sleep
so late
u mind
you still study

akane says:
u lie, my email doesnt shown in my profile
n u dun even in my fren list!!
liar!!

2012 never end says:
.. i really get in
i know i just want be your fren
i never lier u

akane says:
u dun even in my fb list!!!

2012 never end says:
ya tat why i add your msn and ask you
can i add you
so may we be fren
can if cant nvm

2012 never end just sent you a nudge.

2012 never end says:
can leng lui akane]

2012 never end just sent you a nudge.

2012 never end says:
can i add you facebook or not

2012 never end just sent you a nudge.

2012 never end just sent you a nudge.

2012 never end just sent you a nudge. (if reli nvm can u plz stop sending me nudge?)

akane says:
u from taylors?

2012 never end says:
no i working already
why
just taylor ppl can add u

akane says:
coz i feel so weird, u juz seems like a liar

2012 never end says:
no

akane says:
even ur profile put taylors high school

2012 never end says:
so mind intro
me 26 kl

akane says:
u from tarloys high school?

2012 never end says:
b4

akane says:
if u r nt y u wanna put it?

2012 never end says:
just few sem

akane says:
but as i kno msia dun hav taylors high school (mayb hav but i dunno la, but i purposely said tat to try him out)
so is tat ur another lie?

2012 never end says:
whatever i no lie
if u think i lie is ok
we can dont be fren

2012 never end just sent you a nudge.

2012 never end just sent you a nudge.

2012 never end just sent you a nudge.

akane says:
can u plz stop nudge me?
i juz dun wanna b fren wit a liar

2012 never end says:
but i never lie u

akane says:
n everything u said r juz nt make sense
then wat u work as?

2012 never end says:
i realyl got study talylor business course b4 at kl
salesman

akane says:
taylors college? which 1

2012 never end says:
subang lor
but just few same faundation
because me stupid so no study

akane says:
ask u de las question, if u can answer than i believe
subang gt 2 taylors, which one?

2012 never end says:
ss 15 de
taylor business
i no main cmapuse 1

akane says: (well tat time i reli thought mayb can b fren wit him)
ic
ok

2012 never end says:
y no sleep

akane says:
haha, i use to late sleep

2012 never end says:
o

akane says:
u r nt in kl now?

2012 never end says:
ya
how come u know
i at home town now jb
u got bf (stupid idiot, ppl gt bf onot non of ur business, now u wanna b my fren o bf?)

akane says:
no

2012 never end says:
o so pretty girl no bf
haha why dont get

akane says:
pretty doesnt mean muz hav bf (in fact i'm nt pretty at all)

2012 never end says:
u like single or havent meet ur dream guy
what u doing there look so busy

akane says:
y u so late hvn sleep?

2012 never end says:
hehe holiday few day
so rest
b home town do somehting

akane says:
as a saleman may i kno wat u sell?

2012 never end says:
motor thing
spare park
so why dont get bf u (again)

akane says:
haiz yo
plz la

2012 never end is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
You have declined the invitation to start sending webcam.

2012 never end says:
can i see your web cam (wtf, so fast wanna c me through webcam)

2012 never end is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation? (ady gt rejected once stil wanna ask again?)

akane says:
come on, i hav bf onot non of ur business

2012 never end says:
..

akane says:
n then y i dun hav bf i no need to tell u oso
in fact u oso no nid to concern bout tis so much
y? u wanna b my bf? (u such a fool to me)

2012 never end says:
ya
can? (he reli thought i'm serious? omg, i'm speechless)

akane says:
although u wan u oso shouldnt so straight forward
coz u wil juz scare me off only

2012 never end says:
ok sorry

akane says:
n in fact u dint scare me off, but i dun like tis kind of guy like u, coz for me u r those kind of guy tat juz like pretty gal oni

2012 never end says:
no

akane says:
n u r reli annoying
plz

2012 never end says:
..

akane says:
if u like pretty gal then u can go after miss msia, dun come n talk nonsense to me, n again, let me teach u 1 thing, nex time dun so fast ask a gal whether she hav bf onot, coz for me now u r nt even my fren, n u talk so far until bf, such a big joke....

2012 never end says:
ok

akane says:
end, n take k,,... (i juz wanna end tis conversation asap)

2012 never end says:
y
u dont 1 be my fren

akane says:
no, juz tat we r different channel, i dun feel like talk to u, sorry....

2012 never end says:
ok
so lansi

2012 never end has canceled the invitation to start sending webcam.

akane says:
i'm nt len ci, juz u r nt my type. n since u think i'm len c, okie then , now i block u... bye... (i reli pissed off dy)

2012 never end says:
wtf (wah, rude word oso come out dy oh, gd, like tat is more reasonable for me to block u, haha)

a conversation

well well well, i'm nt in a gd mood, so it's annoying for me.. check de conversation out then u will get wat i mean. i kno he's juz concern at me, but i couldnt accept it, it's annoying for me...

*Richard says:
hihi
akane says:
ya
*Richard says:
eaten ur dinner?
sorry abt the new year thing..what u did during the eve and new year?
u mad?
akane says:
i went party wit fren...
nt reli
*Richard says:
how can i make amend for it?
saw ur fb, what silly thing u did that cause u embarassment?
akane says:
hm... haha,,, ntg la, i drunk then i go n scold my fren...
*Richard says:
hehe, thats not too bad..haha
did ur fren scold u back? never ever get drunk as worst could happen and may result in regret
akane says:
haha, of course nt, he felt embarrasing of let me scold
*Richard says:
drunk at own home is ok but not outside with so many wolves
how much u drank? whisky? 1 litre?
akane says:
har?
i cant rmb
*Richard says:
did u suffer from hangover and vomit?
akane says:
no vomit, no hang over
*Richard says:
good, take care of ur well-being and future..u still young and have a bright future.
real happiness is from good health, well-being and meaninful life
akane says:
yeah
*Richard says:
partying is only temporary and if overdo it, it may result in embrassment in the future
i still recall the silliness me and my friend used to do last time when we partying, some of them put their head in the loud speaker
so silly, right? haha
akane says:
hhaa.. i nvr do tat...
*Richard says:
yeah, some even nearly make-up in the club with unknown gal
or gal just known for less than an hour
luckily i stll know how to control my behaviour that time
akane says:
hm, i think tis wouldnt happen nowaday, especialy in the club tat i went,
*Richard says:
which club u went?
akane says:
those club u went are so low class.... (i purposely said tat)
ppl dun do tat in club, so disgustting
*Richard says:
haha, its one of the top club during that time
the club frequents drove luxury cars
Bentley, Ferrari, Maserati
akane says:
then tat happens is bcoz of the gals all wnet there looking for a rich man...
rich doesnt mean classy
*Richard says:
it can happen anywhere
akane says:
rich can b stupid n disgusting n HUM SUP as well
*Richard says:
haha, yeah yeah i agreed
i dun like clubbing nowadays..
real clubbing scene is in Ibiza, a small island in Spain
akane says:
yeah,my dream place to go too
kl juz damn boring for me
*Richard says:
so, when u finish ur study, u can go there party
my cousin went there party before
akane says:
haha, no $$.. it's too expensive
*Richard says:
when u complete ur study?
akane says:
2 years more
*Richard says:
how is it going?
complete it with first class so u be renown architect or designer and can earn and go anywhere u like (well, he juz over confidence at me, or mayb 1st class is so easy to get?)
don't depend on guy especially rich and party boy as they are not trustworthy or loyal once they have u (tis wat i hate most, talk like he is my father n like he kno me everything, i nvr seek for a rich o playful bf okie?)
akane says:
haha, i nvr depend on rich guy n party boy
u juz dun understand me so plz dun judge me
richk08@hotmail.com said (8:32 PM):
sorry, i not judging u..i just sharing what i learned from my good friends
*Richard says:
sorry, i not judging u..i just sharing what i learned from my good friends
I really didn't judge u lar
akane says:
haha, i kno u dint judge me, but stil u dun understand me, u dunno wat m i doing in msia, wats my lifestyle, wat i did, so better dun giv too much advice, not i refuse to listen to wat u trying to advice me, but juz i kno wat m i doing n oso i nvr do wat u THOUGHT i might do, so to b honest when u said all those things to me its kinda annoying, but i oso lazy to explain to u
n oso i kno u said all these things is for my own gd, so thank you...
*Richard says:
haha, ok, noted
I'm speechless now
any plan to go anywhere this year after HK last year? I plan to go UK->Ireland->Scotland this year
akane says:
hm, i cant simply spent my $$, coz i'm using my loan to pay my tuition fees
*Richard says:
ic
I repay my loan and enjoying my freedom now
will try adventure thru roadtrip up north from London, take air balloon, parachute down from plane, etc..

well, plz dun try to advice me if u r nt my who, i'm those super sensitive person, a single word might make me moody, n i juz too stuborn n refuse to listen to all those advices, coz it's annoying for me, sorry....

sketches

finally i done my 20 sketches... tis semester i seems free... hav ntg much to do bside sketches n autocad drawings.... here are my sketches photos....