the fake chick-akane-me

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the fake me, i'm trying to b simple but i'm complicated, i'm trying to b happy but i'm emo all the time, i'm trying to sleep more but i always sleepless, i'm trying to diet but i love to eat, i'm trying to nt to cry but my tears drop, i'm trying to b free but i'm always bz, i'm trying to change but i'm juz too stubborn, i'm trying to love but i'm always fail, i'm trying to let u to know me more, but i dun even know myself, i'm trying to b true but i'm just FAKE!!!

Monday, November 30, 2009

it's just so so shameful

shit shit shit!!! i'm so so regret bout wat i did juz now... damn it. i thought no 1 wil kno bout it, i thought, i thought, n in fact, i shouldnt do it even though no one wil kno bout it... i'm so regret.. its shameful... fuck, it mess my day... shit... but i'm lucky, reli lucky, thx god, thx for every1 who giv me 1 more chance, 4giv, i learn from it, reli, i will nvr do it again... shit...

Friday, November 13, 2009

ntg much beside assignments again

yawn.. finally, my auntie chaoz... such a torture week for me, assignments, design, drawings, model, paper.... juz submitted yesterday, n now i nid to start to preparing for my port folio n exam!!! tiring.... start to struggling for my course... stress n depress bcoz of it... thought it's easy but actually it isnt. i'm juz too naive, thought i can handle everything well... haha.... but actually i mess everything... n tiger remain tiger, ntg change...

Saturday, November 7, 2009

auntie visiting 7~14 nov....

wow... get wat i mean? auntie visit? thought of my relative come n visit me? nolah, wat i'm mention here is my monthly period... hm, stomach start to feel unwell n feel tired all day long,... it muz bcoz of nt enough of rest + period.... i didnt sleep for more than 40 hours, was rushing for my paper n i just done it 5 minutes ago.... going to sleep soon, but i can predict tat my stomach wil complaint wit me later.. but too bad, i had finish my panadol menstrual dy... is 7-11 doing the delivery services? can them delivery the panadol to me? sial~~~~ sui~~~~~~

Monday, November 2, 2009

dying

deng deng deng deng deng, skim banned by lecturer again!!!! nex wed gonna b my internal review dy, shit shit shit shit shit, hav so many things to do but hav so little time... another two papers nid to submit by nex week too... i'm dying....

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