the fake chick-akane-me

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the fake me, i'm trying to b simple but i'm complicated, i'm trying to b happy but i'm emo all the time, i'm trying to sleep more but i always sleepless, i'm trying to diet but i love to eat, i'm trying to nt to cry but my tears drop, i'm trying to b free but i'm always bz, i'm trying to change but i'm juz too stubborn, i'm trying to love but i'm always fail, i'm trying to let u to know me more, but i dun even know myself, i'm trying to b true but i'm just FAKE!!!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

time

when two love sick ppl meet each other, wat will happen? wil they fall in love to each other? o they might juz use each other as a replacement? replacement as some1 which use to k of u, dinner wit u, sms wit u, on phone wit u, movie wit u, party wit u, occupy ur time wit u? will there b any love spark between them? the possibility? hm hm hm... i guess it's hard, how to forget someone u love deeply by replace he/she wit someone u dun love at all? but i believe time can cure everything... everthing oso take time to recover, sooner o later, u wil recover n stand up n love again.... giv urself some time~~~~

n i reli nid lot of time, to do my assignment, omg, hav hell lot of assignment, n all r so hard to do, my design keep reject by lecturer, paper hav ntg to write about, n most ipt is, i'm damn fxxking lazy + no mood to do it!!! everyday is like, wake up, class, dinner, sleep... putting all my assignments aside... simple but bored... n oso meaningless... can predict tat i'm going to die when my final coming, haha....

Monday, October 26, 2009

end of my summer


28/01/2009-26/10/2009


hm, u wil nvr appreciate til u lose it... tats wat i feel now.... when i look at my board, my assignment, my books, my mineral water bottle, everything, then i rmb u r the one who always fetch me here n there, helped me to do my assignment, cutting the hard board, accompany me to do my assignment in cc, cook for me, everything... but i nvr get satisfy for wat u had done for me... i always blamed u r nt romantic enough, u nt concern me enough, u not allow me to hang out wit my frens, u dun appreciate wat i gav to u, u dun buy me present, u treat me rudely... perhaps i get use to treat u as my driver, i'm taking u 4 granted. frens always said u r taking me for granted, but, i guess so do i. cant rmb wats the reason we fight for the 1st time, but after tat we juz keep on quarrel again again n again... n we hurt each other everytime we fight... getting tired n tired... n finally, we gave up. i'm suck... damn suck... missing u day n night, miss ur voice, miss ur smile, miss ur face, miss ur stupid dancing style, miss ur silly face expression, miss ur hug, miss ur lip, miss ur bed, miss ur golio alio, everything, but i cant tell u, embarrassing to tell u too... i guess u will live happier without me... all the best to my babe PIG... allow me to say the last time "i love u"...


thx for all the memories

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